Episode 1: Just a Little Test
Taking the test was something I did on a whim; I read a few books and, like everyone else, watched 50 Shades of Grey, and it got me curious. I didn’t expect to find the test or actually to take it, but I wanted to see what my results would be. I wasn’t expecting the results to be what they were. I wasn’t expecting the switch result, getting Domme makes sense to me since I am always the one taking care of others and handling problems that come my way, whether they are mine or helping someone else’s. What was surprising was the sub part. I have always had a hard time giving up control to others. I’ve always been the one to figure things out for myself. In theory, it sounds nice to be able to give up control to someone to take care of me. The result of a Little, that was never even something I considered. Getting that result because of the answers I gave was eye-opening, especially since, while answering, I made sure I answered without thought of being judged. I didn’t care about admitting I like coloring or that I still sleep with stuffed animals, love watching anime and cartoons. My love of being babied when I am sick or acting playful. Reading that I was a Switch and a Little clicked with something inside of me. Finally, everything makes sense. Now, though, I don’t know what to do with these results.
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