Love After Midnight

My dream job obviously would be author… no best selling author…. with adaptations tv shows n movies. I also thought about maybe getting into voice acting or voicing for audiobooks.  Basically anything that let’s me work from home and have an open schedule. I’ve been working since a young age and I would really rather not do the office thing anymore or working for someone else.

I think one of the things that makes a leader a good leader is someone who not only knows what they are fighting for but also for whom they are fighting. Someone who isn’t leader because they wanted all the fame and glory but someone who understands the both the sacrifices they have to give and take in order to get the better tomorrow. Someone who leads but also k ows how to ask for guidance and help when needed.

My kiddos are the most positive example I’ve felt for love and they show me everyday. When they were little it was the way they always ran into my arms n give me kisses when I got home. Or when they were sick they always wanted to lay in bed and share cuddles. Another example is when they would goof around with me singing and dancing to music. Now that they are older they dont do the cute things anymore but they still goof around with me, we play video games together n my middle child and I share a fondness for dad jokes so we share the ones we hear to each other. I watch anime with the youngest, and with my oldest we game or my favorite I embarrass him by try to make him dance with me when we are in the car. Although he doesnt dance he still gets shy and laugh with me.

I think at this point the question is where can’t I.  The other thing to think about is if I should or not. Its always easy to say to get rid of this or that or even as far as stop talking or hanging with certain people but truthfully if you haven’t reached your limit and are fully committed to it they are just words. Also as a fellow procrastinator I say it, make new years resolutions but I put it off like crazy. Then you get those thoughts like, well I havent unpacked it since I moved in so I should throw it all away but then the voice in the back of your head say well wait check it cause something in there might not be needed but could important so the boxed stays where its at … blah

Omg I couldn’t pick one…. so I would have to say wolf… just cause if I had a spirit animal I would want that to be it. Turtles because duh why not they swim in water all day unless they want to go on land. Dolphins for the same reason although with the new info about them always trying to sex people up I might have to change that in the future. Horses because ever since I was little I have wanted to ride one, and how they are smart and dont trust easy but when they trust you you’ll have a friend for life. Last but not least if they were real and not fantasy I would have to say DRAGONS!! I guess the equivalent would be lizards which are kewl but dragons are better lol. 

Sadly, I havent had a road trip. I think i had one as a child but it was with my fam n we was cramped in the backseat. I’ve drove to Vegas but it was for something I had to do for my sister n Vegas from here is like 5 hrs so I dont know if that counts. Plus im usually was driving there alone so other than listening to music or audiobooks to keep myself awake it was whatever.

Ummmm right now I would eat some hot cheetoes with cream cheese. That’s my favorite, I had it once I think back in high school n it was over after that…. or im wrong n it was on of those weird cravings I got when I was pregnant with my first son. Lol