Love After Midnight

So the last thing I learned ( which means I taught myself) was knitting. Im still in the beginning of the process but im happy about it. I’m not knitting a sweater or anything at this point I would be happy with just a blanket. Lol

The question is have learned to hate is when I am out with my kiddos people ask if im their mother or like the babysitter or something. Its been a while since it happened but i hate it. Im African American and my kiddos are mixed with Mexican so they are super light skinned. When their grandmother was still with us whenever we went somewhere together people would think she was the mom n not me. I think it was a mix believe cause ppl think im younger than I am plus with their coloring they dont look black. So it was frustrating.

Oddly enough this hasn’t happen to me. I mean we all have moments where you think something is going wrong but it ends up working out for the better but I havent had a moment where you hear something is going badly but later find out that the situation mingled with something else that happened that ends up making it a better outcome then you thought. I’ve had situations where I put off doing something and cause of that I didnt get stuck in traffic or my sister calls asking if I am still home cause she is coming over without warning. My personal favorite is when I actually get cash back and put it in my wallet or pocket or something and forget about it cause I rarely carry cash and then when I need it for something later I find it. Lol

“The Path one takes is littered with ups and downs, but is those problems that shape us into who we are always meant to be in the end.”

For me its kinda like what they say about God not giving us more than what we can handle. Although at the time we feel like maybe he has to much faith in us or always questioning if there is a god why put us through this? I think that yes we aren’t giving what we cant handle but at the same time if at the moment it feels like it its cause we havent learned what we were suppose to know yet n that trial we are in is just a stepping stone bringing us to the path we were meant to take. That doesnt mean with faith or destiny we have no say and yes with enough determination we can change it. Rather that faith or destiny is just one ending not that its set in stone, but its always changing and it changes with each choice we pick. The road we pick and the road left behind so to speak.

Ooo this question….. phone, laptop, and all  coloring books. Of that includes all their accessories. With my phone i can stay in contact with friends and love one. With my laptop I can handle all interest related stuff n plus play game and write. Of coloring books leave able to color to settle down. Not to mention either on my phone or laptop I’ll be able to read.

I think all of my life experiences shaped the person I am today. The good and the bad, they help teach me some of life’s lessons.  The good ones where great and left their marks on me and the bad ones showed me have I am will to do and what I am not willing to do when I fall on those bad lessons. It taught me who my real friend were, the ones who stated around when I was down not just there for the fun and games. Taught me what type of people I wanted in my life and those I dont.

I want to say i do because I believe in there being more than us out there, not saying aliens are real but the simple fact is you never know. There is always the aged fact or argument “you can accept the good with out the bad”. No one is all good just like no one is all bad. There is a balance and it up to us to find and define it. Now I say no because im a strong believer of the fact that if you dont like something change it. Its good to say something is fate or destiny when something good happens but when its said in a way like its giving people permission to fail or give up makes me mad. If you work hard enough and up in the time and effort you can change anything. It might not happen right away or fast but every little bit counts and add up.

I had to grow up early. Have been taking care of myself since I was 8 maybe younger. At that age I was already cooking for myself and sometimes helping with looking after younger sibling. It was hard not being little n seeing the world in rose color glasses

Srry dont entertain this question either I luv being me. I might think about being richer or maybe taller but that’s it. I’ve never looked at someone and was like ooo I wish I was them. You dont and cant know their struggles and I can barely keep up with mine so no borrowing trouble here lol

Im srry although I would love to be the person who fixes things but I am not. I wish I could do woodworking and stuff like that but I havent had anyone in my life to teach me…. so sad